Tuesday, January 3, 2017

Why "Show Not Tell" Is Terrible Advice


College applications season is finally coming to an end, causing some more panic than others. I’ve learned a lot—that I cannot write a short essay in an hour, that my friends leave many many comments, and how to meet word counts ranging from 100 to 650 words. And I’ve seen the comment “Show not tell” too many times.

Saying “show not tell” is often prefaced with an apology, like, “Sorry for saying this, but you need to show not tell”. It’s a little strange that people do this; as one of my friends said to me, “Why does everyone apologize? They’re right.”

I personally hate the phrase “show not tell”. I hate using and I detest being on the receiving end. You might say that that’s just because I don’t like being criticized in general, which is fair, but I actually think I’m justified. Though everyone from my second grade English teacher to my friend and temporary editor has used it, it’s actually a terrible piece of advice. When you say “show not tell” you are literally violating the principle of “show not tell” by telling them what they’re doing wrong instead of showing them.

In other words, this is the most hypocritical piece of advice ever.

And I would argue that it’s even more important to show someone what they’re doing wrong than show in a piece of writing. One, it lets them see what exactly is going wrong (the difference between “Your grammar is wrong here” and “Dropping that comma made the sentence confusing to read for me”) and two, it mitigates the sting of the criticism. That’s one of the number one rules of critiquing: instead of just saying “You’re doing this wrong”, say “I think doing it this way is ineffective because ___” so they’ll be more receptive to your criticism.

And it’s not even just that. People emphasize, “Always remember to show not tell”, but really, what does that even mean? In the end, we ‘tell a story’, ‘not show a story’—that would be a movie. And even movies will include ‘telling’, in the form of a narrator telling us the circumstances. Some details are always going to just be told. “My mother always hated the old TV.” “The journey took weeks, passing over mountains and deserts.” “We were bitterly cold.” These could all be shown—describe how the mother hated the television, elaborate on the journey, have the narrator’s teeth chatter—but for certain effects, they shouldn’t be. It would really clog down writing if everything had to be ‘shown’, broken down into observations such as “the sky was green”. Besides, we wouldn’t necessarily want to. By distilling this piece of advice into three bare words, the importance of pacing, of structure, of tone is glossed over, basically forgotten.

 “Show not tell” isn’t wrong. People don’t want to be “told” things. Storytelling is about drawing people into the story, transporting them to another body, another life, another experience. An extremely detailed plot summary of Harry Potter is not a substitute for reading it. Details—and pacing, and structure, and tone—are important for engaging the reader and activating various parts of the brain and all that. Whatever it is you want to convey, you want a way to make the reader feel that, whether that be tension or a theme. But just saying “show not tell” is the equivalent of “your writing is bad”.

Despite all that, I do occasionally tell people, “show not tell”. It gets the message across quickly, since everyone has had it said to them, and they can start examining their work themselves. I then try to figure out what exactly it is that prompted my response, but I don’t always succeed. And they’d be totally justified in saying to me, “Please show not tell.”

To which I’d probably respond, “Shut up.”

Thursday, October 27, 2016

C. America


Observe the Capitalus America. This mighty organism is known for its dominance, violence, and power. Watch how it interacts with the Islaminus Syria. The I. Syria, which is suffering from a severe autoimmune disorder, is suddenly bombed by it. Now Communistus Russia is arguing with C. America. But let us look away to focus on the C. America.

C. America is a highly organized being. If you peel back its protective layer of patriotism, you will see the states, fifty of them. Probe further and you will find the county, city, family, person, organ system, organ, tissue, and so on. Looking more closely, we can see that there are many systems operating at different levels to keep C. America functioning.

Oh dear. C. America is suffering from a mild autoimmune disorder of its own, that makes its police misunderstand signals from B-people. This disorder does not seem to be severe, but it will need to be closely monitored to prevent it from becoming life threatening.

And look at all these tumors, some of which may be cause for concern. This is the Bill Gates tumor, a benign tumor. This one is especially benign because it will disappear on its own. But what have we here? Oh no. This one is the Martin Shkreli tumor, one of the more active malignant tumors. The Shkreli tumor and other tumors like it have metastasized into the healthcare system and begun to destroy it. It looks like C. America will need a transplant.

Ah, I see. C. America has already received a healthcare transplant recently. Unfortunately, it has rejected the transplant and partially destroyed it. What remains is already beginning to be infected by tumors. Perhaps a transplant from its cousin, Socialistus Europe? Chances of rejection look high, but perhaps there is no other choice.

Note the internal struggle within C. America. This organism’s brain is divided into the Democrat and the Republican half. Unfortunately, the bridge between the two parts has eroded, preventing the two sides from communicating with each other. This accounts for many of C. America’s strange behaviors. If you look closer, you’ll find that while presidents still undergo regular apoptosis, many officials aren’t responding to extracellular signals.

Uh oh! C. America has noticed us watching and doesn’t appreciate it. Be careful—this organism is known to be extremely dangerous when provoked!

Sunday, July 3, 2016

The CO2 genocide

Crack. Pure and utter crack. I have no defense.

The CO2 genocide


To humans, trees are largely immobile beings, swaying only when the wind ruffles their leaves. The slow growth of the years are, after all, barely noticeable from day to day, and the most activity occurs when an unfortunate snaps, felling all in its path. Even to the botanist, this is the most interesting time, as formerly dormant shrubs can now aspire to the skies.

But to the trees themselves, life is a constant, vicious struggle for, well, usually light. We focus on the tropics, because that is where Priscilla lives. On a yearly basis, Priscilla needs to grow as rapidly as possible to make sure none of her neighbors crowd her out, while not dying of thirst, trying to stop those freeloading lianas from climbing on her, and helping out her poor light-starved babies when she can by passing them nutrients through Danny.

Danny, you see, is her resident fungi. Unlike some of those damn animals, Danny actually does work in exchange for the food he takes. Okay, fine, those damn animals come in handy when it’s time to spread her seeds, but she puts so much work into making it worth it it’s not really work for them. Danny, however, is a helpful organism, so he carries around nutrients and chemicals for her and only skims a little from her.

Of course, the conversation isn’t always that interesting.

“Stop growing!”

“You stop growing!”

“You stop growing first!”

Priscilla tuned them out in favor of plotting how best to allow her poor baby to grow. She surveyed the trees closest to her baby, trying to figure out which one she could kill so her baby could get light. Not Mira, of course—they were practically sisters, and besides, she was too hard to overshade. Maybe Tam. Or Dora. Or Carmen, but only as a last resort.

“You killed my baby!”

“You killed my baby!”

A sudden pulse of fear stopped the argument.

“Who did that?”

“Who was that?”

“What’s going on?”

“Is my baby going to die?”

“Your baby is going to die anyways!”

“Mira? What’s wrong? Was that you?”

Everyone hated Mira. She was impossible to grow over, and seemed to be unlimited by nutrients. However, Mira was also relatively generous (and could probably overshade them if she tried), so they all pretended to like her.

“Humans,” Mira said, with a little quaver.

That got everyone’s attention. Even Priscilla stopped thinking about whether or not she could plant a parasite on Dora. They had taken a long time to identify the latest threat, and that had represented the work of many tree species around the world and quite a few birds. Nothing like the threat of being wiped out to make people talk to each other.

“I’ve figured out what all of the CO2 stuff is. It’s not us. It’s humans. They’re cutting CO2 emissions!

Tam let out a whimper and sprouted a bunch of buds. Even Priscilla could feel herself geared up to grow. If humans had figured out a way to take in oxygen without giving out carbon dioxide...

She wanted to grow. She wanted to grow a lot.

“But I heard the humans weren’t bad!” Dora protested. “I heard they were planting trees!”

Priscilla spun on her. “You naïve idiot! Where were they planting trees?” Just in case, she sent a fertilizer care package to her baby. Danny rumbled in approval, curled a filament around a worm, and turned it into a protein melt that he soaked up.

“They want to kill all the tropical trees!” Tam squeaked. “They’re going to cut my baby down!”

“They’re going to cut you down,” Carmen snarled. “Remember the Diospyros? Remember how many they cut down?”

All of them shuddered out some buds at the memory. The distress signal radiating out had been so strong, Priscilla had grown a bunch of branches within a month that all broke off in the next storm.

“We have to tell the Diospyros,” Priscilla said. “Coordinate a counter before they starve and freeze us all to death.”

Unfortunately, the wood wide web are not always perfectly reliable.

“Kill the Diospyros!”

“Tell the Diospyros!”

“KILL THE DIOSPYROS!”

“KILL THE DIOSPYROS!”

Well, Priscilla reflected, that was a pretty good plan too.

Monday, April 4, 2016

China in Transit

Hangzhou

Spring break and I'm in Hangzhou, China (jet lag's going to be hell when I get back). Well, I was when I wrote this. God knows where I'll be when I get wifi again, if I'm even able to post this on that. Guess I should get used to using Baidu instead of Google.

Hangzhou is bound by a large, gleaming lake (west lake, in Chinese) and a set of low mountains. Every inch of it is stuffed, trees packed around the towering buildings, little markets tucked in the alleys, cars crowding the roads and throwing up a ruckus of honking. The view from the mountains would be lovely if it weren't for the gray cloud that has settled in the city, giving off a dull reddish glow where the sun's light refracts off the particles. We came during one of the better times, too; it was possible to see the sun, and the sky at the very top was faintly blue. High rise buildings clutter most of the space, now, but there are faint remains of Hangzhou's past, and it is possible to imagine the village that would have once existed. 

At night, outside the hotel, standing on the corner of the street, Hangzhou has a decidedly modern air. I am hardly the best judge, as Washington DC is generally not afforded that appellation, but even New York didn't have quite that feeling of newness. Hangzhou, lit up by vehicles stuck in traffic, is a city with its knees bent, poised to spring forward, despite the ragged street stands and the laundry hanging to dry on balconies many meters from the ground. It's the traffic lights, I think, LED boards that flashed words as well as the standard red, yellow, and green, and the sleek high speed trains that sped over rails, and the trees in raucous bloom under store signs in bubbly fonts, and the occasional steel and glass building, and the elementary school with a playground on its green-tiled roof.

It helps that the dark masks the wear of some of the buildings, and makes the ubiquitous air conditioning units--few buildings in China have central heating--less obvious. Nothing can alter the fact that there is too little parking for too many cars. But then, maybe the excitement of darting across roads and trying to drive on a street that effectively only has one lane adds to the feel. The bicycle lanes, at least, were inviolate, blocked off by a low fence. I say bicycle, but that gives a misleading image, as motorcycle riders are common among all demographics in China and make up a significant fraction of the lane's traffic.

We don't stay there long, just enough to rest and see some of my mom's old friends. Much of the city looks like any overcrowded American city, which is what registers first, but a closer look reveals plenty of differences. It will always be a bit of a shock to see an ashtray in front of a "No smoking" sign. The hotel room we stay at has twin sized beds (or something like that) and provides, in addition to the usual toiletries, toothbrushes, toothpaste, hair combs, bathrobes, and slippers. Even better, the shampoo and soap aren't that individually packaged stuff (usually rubbish) I normally see, but actual shampoo and soap that were probably bought from nearby stores. There is also a heat lamp in the shower, which I personally really like. Public toilets are the strangest. I actually support having what amount to porcelain-covered holes that you squat over, since never having to touch a seat or a flush with your skin is more hygienic, but they really could provide toilet paper. Really.

They also never give disposable chopsticks, unless everything else is disposable, which led me to realize I have always been given disposable chopsticks in America (which is, when you think about it, an odd idiosyncrasy.)

It's the most arbitrary things that remind me that I'm a second generation American. Slippers in Chinese hotels, and sweets that aren't too sugary, and the unanimous understanding here that "I'm on my period" means no ice cream. I toy with the idea of living in China for the coconut milk, but it isn't worth the overpopulation.

We end up spending most of our time there stuck in traffic, driven by Didi (the Chinese Uber) drivers who are paid astonishingly little, especially since they are prepaid based on the distance. It seems every hour is rush hour; what should be a fifteen minute drive turns into a one hour one. It's a relief when we get on the train and speed off without interruption at 350 kilometers per hour.

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Huangyan

My parents have no past waiting for them when they visit China. Huangyan, my father's hometown, is the China-under-construction, all new houses and railroads being laid. His childhood has been torn down, the pieces placed in museums for strangers to point and stare at. When we go to Yuhang Museum, he reminisces excitedly with my cousins, and pulls me to each exhibit. Look, he says, eyes sparkling, those are the games we used to play. My sister died operating a water pump just like that. I always used to follow behind my father using that plow and pick up small fish to feed the ducks. It required technical skill to operate that plow, so he always drove it.

I look at my father under the dim lighting of the museum, as he laments the limited preservation of his childhood toys, and try to imagine him in the place of the fake people. I can't. (How could I? He exists in my present.)

Huangyan is an amalgam of old practices and modern conveniences. The high school I visit has neither air conditioning nor heating in an area where temperatures range from 0 to 40 degrees Celsius, but a shiny new promethean-like board stands in the corner. Fingerprint recognition technology releases students and clocks out teachers, but the toilets are essentially a long pit that water rushes down to flush periodically. There is heating at my cousin's house, where I'm staying, but they rarely turn it on--in fact, they're uncomfortable when it's on--and I eventually get used to wearing my coat inside. They wash their clothes--which are as good as mine--by hand, in stone sinks facing their garden (leftovers of a farming past). It's a small village, where we get barbecue lamb kebabs off the roadside and doors are left open during dinner.

My cousin is a teacher at one of the schools, which is how I got admission to that high school for a day. The students there have stereotypical stereotypes about Americans. They bombard me with questions: Do you have a gun? Do you often see guns? Is everyone tall there? Do you have a boyfriend? Isn't school a lot less stressful there?

Everyone, especially the teachers, have a blanket assumption that America has "freer", less difficult schools, a stereotype we also hold. But, though we don't have such stringent uniform requirements and we don't stand to answer questions, I wouldn't really say they were that different. The students talked when the teacher wasn't, laughed when the teacher fumbled with the hi-tech board and went up to help. When I was brought in, they gasped loudly, and made comments during my short introduction before one of the students, Cai Pingping, claimed me. The vast majority of the students copy their homework. It had but the trappings of being more orderly; there was, I think, less class discussion, and less walking about, and the students did classroom chores. (And it might be fair to say elementary schools, which are about as orderly as the high schools, are more stringent than ours.)

Their schools are structured somewhat differently from ours. They have about twelve required classes and several elective periods (most of which amount to watching TV), some of which they only have once a week. Class sizes are much worse than ours--forty to fifty people are squeezed into each classroom. The students stay in the classroom, where their piles of workbooks rest, while the teachers rotate, so that they are left alone whenever there isn't instruction. They start the day with morning exercises and then have forty five minute periods followed by fifteen minute breaks. Lunch is three vegetable dishes and one meat dish shared between two friends, plus soup and rice provided at a central station. After lunch, they have an hour and fifteen minutes of nap time.

Yup, nap time. When I ask, surprised, about this, my seat mate asks, "How do you concentrate in class after lunch?"

(cough we don't cough)

Most high schools are boarding schools. The paradigm for building schools seems to be to surround a courtyard with the classrooms (I didn't learn where the students slept). This means every classroom has windows on both sides. Speaking of things classrooms should have, each has a water cooler (which is also a water heater) in the front.

I was gratified to discover that their foreign language abilities were worse than mine, though to be fair, the best students and even second best students went to different high schools, so I wasn't seeing the cream of the crop. Still, it's nice to for once not be blown away by other people's English abilities.

Despite being fluent in Mandarin, I often had my own language problems. Everybody in Huangyan speaks the regional dialect most of the time, even the children, though they are educated in Putonghua. It's one of the last things remaining, and even that is a dying language, strange though it is to speak of a language so many people use as "dying". But it is, and they know it, because Huangyan dialect shows have cropped up in recent years.

Thousands of years of history are slipping out of their grasp, and it left so quickly that now that people are beginning to miss it, there is little remaining for them to hold onto. Only a single street has not been torn down, and is now being fixed up for display. Out of the windows, lines hang with drying clothes, where a couple residents still linger.

Saturday, September 26, 2015

Essentiali

Imagine a language where a word's spelling is a clue to its meaning.

That sort of exists, you might say. Latin roots, in languages like English. Radicals, in languages like Chinese.

But we still have to straight up memorize thousands of words blindly. Not in Essentiali. Each letter is assigned a (very broad) meaning. To create words, meanings are chosen and pieced together in a pronounceable way. Then, a suffix is added to denote whether a word is a noun, adjective, etc. In common speech, the suffix is dropped if it would be unambiguous to do so. The tense is added on the left. Words are arranged vertically and the columns are read from right to left.

Obviously, as meanings get more specific, they will get longer (and if they don't fall into categories but meh), but I think of that as a plus because words that are more specific tend to be less common, and common words should be shorter. They are in most languages anyways.

There are, of course, exceptions. Some words (such as if and then) are neither suffix nor letter, and some words (such as the names of sentient organisms) are phonetic approximations of borrowed words.

So far, I have yet to run into trouble, but then, I haven't made many words.

The alphabet, with IPA equivalents:



Saturday, September 19, 2015

Prescriptive grammar

i_like_sleep505: haiiii

oxford_commonica: hey how r u

i_like_sleep505: p good
i_like_sleep505: u?

oxford_commonica: same
oxford_commonica: bit sleepy

i_like_sleep505: Ik always

oxford_commonica: ik*

i_like_sleep505: srry autocorrect

oxford_commonica: y r u on ur phone?

i_like_sleep505: wifis down

oxford_commonica: oh i c
oxford_commonica: brb

i_like_sleep505: mk

oxford_commonica: kk*

i_like_sleep505: whatevs

oxford_commonica: ;( mk means undrstndng, kk means ok

i_like_sleep505: * eye roll * ur such a nitpicker

oxford_commonica: it mattrs!
oxford_commonica: and its not ur thats a pssesive

i_like_sleep505: shut up
i_like_sleep505: u no wat i mean

oxford_commonica: but thats not _right_

i_like_sleep505: fck off

oxford_commonica: :-(

i_like_sleep505: nxt thing u no ull b crrcting my emojis

oxford_commonica: emoticons*

i_like_sleep505: :-/
i_like_sleep505: go away

oxford_commonica: lol

i_like_sleep505: oh i gtg
i_like_sleep505: dinner
i_like_sleep505: ttyl

oxford_commonica: bai

Saturday, September 12, 2015

Bonds

Aluminum was bouncing. He liked bouncing - all his relatives did, as far as he knew, and he did too. Some people, he knew, danced - he had watched them dance, and it looked rather tiring. But Aluminum bounced, happily.

And yet there was something missing - or, more accurately, he had something too much. Three things, in fact. The three extra electrons in his outer shell were constantly on his mind, though he wouldn't do anything violent to get rid of them, not like Sodium. He wasn't that kind of atom.

"How's it going?" asked a neighbor, momentarily taking his mind off his electrons.

"Pretty good," he said, bouncing in place. "Meet anyone interesting today?"

"Saw some pretty big molecules," said the friend. "Bunch of chains, didn't stop to talk."

Aluminum nodded, but suddenly his attention was taken away.

It was two atoms, together about as big as him, clinging together as they zoomed by. Time seemed to slow as he gazed at the three lovely holes in each one, and he felt his electrons give a twinge. Oh, how much he would like to put them into her holes.

Nitrogen.

He had to act quickly; the atoms were moving towards him with alarming speed. "What sweet holes you have," he said, his electrons twitching. But they were still too far away, and his electrons could not reach her. "Won't you let me fill them for you?"

The two Nitrogens looked over at him. They looked at each other and giggled, and then - oh, joy! - they were flying at him; one at him, one at his neighbor. Aluminum blinked and then there was a crash and a flash of energy rushing over him, and the most wonderful feeling as he reached for her, and then, feeling her against him, stuck his electrons, almost involuntarily, into her three precious holes. Pleasure crashed over him in a wave; his electrons had fled.

When the heady rush and whirl of bliss faded, Aluminum found himself attached to Nitrogen. He smiled at her, letting his contentment swirl around him.

"You're so long," Nitrogen murmured at him.

"I'm the right length," Aluminum returned. He looked at the place where she had once had three holes; holes now filled by his electrons.

Her electrons.

"I feel so complete," Nitrogen marveled, his electrons filling her, charging her. She leaned against him happily and he leaned back against her.

"I never want to leave your side." Now that his electrons were gone, he felt an overwhelming attraction to her. They clung to each other, their electrons whizzing around.

And they never let go.